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I feel alone in this big world,
I feel like no-one cares,
I cry far to often,
and I don’t understand.
I don’t see why no-one knows my pain,
I don’t exactly hide it,
I say I don’t sleep well,
I say I often cry,
but people still don’t see,
the pain I’ve locked inside.

What a girl to do ???

What do you do when someone you love dumps you?

My ex boyfriend and me were suppose to be together forever…you know how that story goes but I thought it was true. He even proposed to me…

imagine that at 16

But things happened, times changed and things were broken

We couldn’t ever see each other

so we broke up…

but we were kinda–friends with benefits

we still told each other I love you

and we talked everyday…it was weird

but then he started dating someone else

and things were strange, painful and hard for a long time

we stopped talking

I waited for 8 months–stayed single

and finally I just decided that enough was enough and I was tired of being lonely

I still loved him but…

I let go and “moved on”

Donald came into my life and made things seem “ok” again

and now that I am with someone….

my first love is back

he called me the other day and said

“No matter how much Don loves you, I will always love you ten times more”

now what’s a girl to say to that?

it broke my heart you hear because now Im in love with two men and I can only have one

I know the right choice—the one who won’t hurt me [or at least hasn’t yet] and I know that he is safe and loving. I love Donald so much

but he is will always be my first love…so what’s a girl to do?

It brings tears to my eyes just thinking about it…

I know that I will always love my first love…but….

I can’t go back to him and that hurts me…

but I know it would end up hurting me more to go back…

The love we had was real and still is…

but in his anger after finding out about me dating Donald he pushed me away when I needed him most.

told me to destroy the ring and to never talk to him again

But now he is back…

so what’s a girl to do??

What is true love ???

What is true love ???

can you feel the love ???

can you feel the love ???

what the content of this site?

why there must be love ??

because a people have hearts.

and why love can make a tortured?

Maybe you love the wrong people, in wrong place, and at the wrong time.

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why we must learn linux ?

1. Linux merupakan sistem operasi Full 32-bit. Tak ada kode 16-bit atau campuran keduanya dalam setiap aplikasinya sehingga kemungkinan terjadinya crash antar aplikasi sangat minim.

2. Kebanyakan, mesin-mesin UNIX dan varian-variannya mempunyai sifat preemptive multitasking. Multitasking: menangani banyak proses secara bersamaan, dimana kesemua proses tersebut tidak saling menghalangi/menghambat walaupun berjalan bersama-sama pada saat yang sama.

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there a not a wrong with a difference

the difference should not to be a reason to not understand each other..

why?

because of the difference we can learn to complement each other

the difference is mercy

the difference is the gift of the gods

the difference is the destiny of life

so,

why the differences sometimes make us forget the meaning of the human organism as a social, often disregard-hearted conscience ?

Miracle what?

you ask me?
you want to know?
it is easy to know.
only need one step, which is acquainted with him,
but do not see him from outside but from everything.
ok?